After my birthday- day 6

things couldnt get any more worse than it already has. I mean, ok, sure it can but I just wanna crawl under a rock and die. I was the happiest person in the WORLD on my birthday (i dont really know how far that statement is correct but, whatever) and the certain someone we shall call "M" was SO nice to me on my birthday! I know I sound so whiny but I mean, seriously... just 6 days after my birthday and he ups n goes clubbing without me while I slave away at MY JOB, which I have by the way, but fat ass "M" doesnt and probabaly couldnt hold up a job to save his life. ugh! why are all men the same? Im just sick and tired! Gosh! But then again I have no idea why Im revolving my life around "M". I mean, he is nothing special and everyone says I can do better :S ok Im being rude now. but hey whatever Im blogging I can say whatever I want! hmph. I detest kids but I teach them. My jaw is at breaking point because I work at the marketing department of a bank and my job is to talk. I trust too blindly and in the end I am left alone. for the upteenth time mind you. gosh when will i ever learn a lesson... oh shit I have to go to the police station. ugh my life CANNO get any worse than this!